It is a meaningless fight.
It makes no sense to fight for someone who doesn’t fight for you. You have a huge heart, but you will save it for someone who will know how to appreciate it. You will only fight for people who care about the relationship as much as you do. This year, your standard is at its highest.
Looking for something serious.
A promise. Well, more than that, you are looking for someone who is honest, and authentic. Someone who will be honest from the start. Someone who will tell you from the beginning if you are on the same wavelength.
You don’t need a companion, you need a partner.
Someone who will answer you in the same way. Otherwise, you are not interested. Better to be alone than to be in an unhealthy, unstable relationship with a person who does not appreciate you as you deserve.
At this moment, a relationship is not on your list of priorities. It is not your main goal. You don’t even think about that. You are interested in other things in your life: career, friends, hobbies. You have more important things to do than run after someone who won’t appreciate your efforts and who will end up hurting you.
Although you wouldn’t reject love if it came your way, you won’t run after it as you did until now. You will be carried away. You will let happen what needs to happen and you will no longer force things.